Diary of Mary Ann 'Bessie' Pocock, 1914-1918 vol 3 - Part 4

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June 29th 1916

Lovely days here, sometimes showers of rain, then fine - glorious smell from the pine

trees after. Going for walks, gathering flowers etc. Such quantities of large daisies,

buttercups, cornflowers and poppies. Several other girls here. M.O. says not to worry,

no one is working much, very kind to us all and such a home for us, glorious beds,

bath and food and such kindness from Lady Gifford and Miss Inglis. Breakfast in bed

daily, which I love, hot bath also which is as good as dinner.

June 30th

Out for a car drive to the ocean. So pretty. Went for a walk through woods. Got such a 

beautiful lot of daisies as large as very big marguerites at home.

July 1st

In car with Lady Gifford to town. Got some collars - no cuffs - had to get celluloid

ones. Measured for red cape. Some more letters - one from paymaster saying they can

only draw allowance for travelling when they are not supplied with rations. So the

sisters cannot draw anything.

July 2nd

Car drive to ocean - glorious day - lying on sand for a while. Lady Gifford decorating

church. Home again, afternoon tea and walk in the woods. Hear firing a long way off.

Do not know if it is practising or really fighting. Some car loads of men came to No.

25 as we waited at the church, but they seemed to be able to sit up. Not very badly 

wounded or sick.

Written to mother, Alice, N. Wearnes and Ethel.

July 3rd

Glorious day, wrote to Fred, Chris and Alice, S. Jones. Went to some army sports in

the afternoon which were very nice. Beautifully warm in the sun on lawn. Lady

Gifford gave prizes - Veterans Race. Old men, one 67, another 54, 1st and 2nd.

Remount or Vet people.

July 4th

Another lovely day, did not go anywhere except round in forest.

Wrote to Alice Pinkerton and Holly (N. Holford)

July 5th

Lovely sunshine day again. Going back to hospital today, very sorry to leave but glad

to be well enough to go back to work. Left Lady Gifford's home about 6/30pm for

Boulogne, arrived at No.13 Stationary about 7pm. Say they have been busy. No word

of my hospital yet. Many sisters have left since I was here. Col. Butler also gone to

another hospital I'm to go to a tent tomorrow, Miss Walker tells me. Blowing a

horrible gale, hate it, Live Marseilles. Hope the next place I go to will be miles from

the sea. Think it must be that, that gives me colds.

 

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July 6th 1916

Went to tent 8am. 50 beds. 31 new men just in from C.C.S. (Casualty Clearing

Station).

Nothing in tent to work with DREADFUL! Sister came to help about 9/30am. Such

bad cases, poor boys, so dirty and tired. Some had laid out for several days, they told

me. Jaw cases very bad, chest also. 5 operations - excise eyes. 20 operations on yes

today and 5 of those, both eyes gone. Poor chaps. Terrible - Terrible!

Got straight this afternoon. M.O.'s coming in all day - seeing eyes. Seem to forget

that you were alone, trying to do all the smashed up and wash some of the dirt of your

men.

Got a V.A.D. to help about lunch time. No time off for anyone hardly today.

Sent a great many cases out today to England, more at 10pm. Only one admitted

during night.

July 7th

Sent more men out to C.C.S. and England today again. Only 16 left, supposed

to be three trains coming in with wounded at 9pm. Have all my beds and ward clean

and dressings ready for them. Poor men. Do not mind what comes now. I have

dressings, clothes and clean beds for them.

Sister Carpenter kept the V.A.D. in her tent and let the poor orderlies manage all

those poor fellows yesterday. The Horrid Creature, she could have very little 

conscious or care for poor wounded creatures. Matron did not let me go down till after

8am. Poor men. I do hope she does not come with me if I get my C.C.S.

July 8th

Still the same, got a few things together for working. Doing alright. So tired I can not

rest or sleep. Legs and feet ache and no time off duty.

July 9th

Just the same. Convoys in, day and night - some very bad cases come to tents.

Smashed faces, eyes and everything - big dressings. Dressed a lot with Usol and

every man nearly 3 or 4 foments. Terribly heavy and going out daily. Could not be

much more change at Clearing Station.

Letter from home, too tired to write letters now - very well though and happy in my

work. Very nice M.O to work with.

July 10th

The same again today. All out again but 25. Suppose we will have 25 more in the

morning. I was not off duty from 8am till 8pm again.

Wrote to Lady Gifford. Letter from E. Elliott with R.R.C. ribbon. 3 of my party have

to go to Wimereux _for a time. Asked me would I like to go. I said no. I am waiting

for my own, (hospital) Really don't care much.

 

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July 10th 1916

Good plain food and heaps of it always. We draw rations and pay 1 franc per day.

Tons of wine, Claret I think, both with dinner, also tea for lunch. English cooking, not

like the greasy French hashes.

Breakfast 7-7.30am. Lunch 1 - 1.30pm. Dinner 7/30 - 8pm. Afternoon tea 4 -5 Daily.

Plenty of bread and butter, Jam, cheese and often pudding for lunch and dinner. We

did not have to pay the Francs for the times we were there, 14th June to 11th July. Did

not cost them anything extra that month, Matron Says.

Always porridge for breakfast also.

July 11th

Only 25 patients today, all others sent out and to England. Sisters Haines and Peters

did not want to be separated, so I told Miss Walker I would go. Packed up ready to 

leave 4pm as ordered. Carpenter Joliffe and myself. Luggage went about 6pm. No car

for us - had orders to wait for car - 7/30, no car, so had some dinner. Then luggage

car came back. Old soldier said "come on quickly, we'll run you up if you don't mind

luggage car", so off we flew. The other 2 sat on the floor in preference to of box. I sat

on box, my head rubbing against the top all the way, but that was quite a small matter.

Arrived about 8/15pm. When we got out of car Sister Cawood and 11 others met us at

the gate. They had been hurriedly sent for too - not wanted. Miss Greaves very kind. I

told her we had been sent. She explained that she wanted 3.

Thought someone had made a mistake. No one knew who, of course. I at once

concluded that we were all recalled to No.2. Anyway had a nice comfortable and

good sleep. Wait for orders tomorrow.

Col. Eames said he thought there was a mistake but of course we much wait for orders

from D.M.S. Very amusing all through

Not very busy, not nearly as busy as No. 13 Stationary where we came from

Major R. Dick there. I saw him for a few minutes. Very glad to see them both.

July 12th

10.30am. Miss Greaves put some in wards. Asked me to cut up dressings, pads etc.

Worked at that till 4pm. Orders then came to proceed to No.2 A.G.H. (Aust. Gen.

Hosp) Rotten luck, can't be helped. Do not mind what I do, but like a little peace. 

Carpenter and self, Durham, Sorley, Cawood, Smith and Foreman returned. Nell met

us down the drive, rushing like a mad hare, said "What did you come back for?

I don't want you" Turned to Carpenter and said "Why did you send your

Cas.C.. people, I don't want you, you are much to Senior" and a little more.

I never spoke except to say, "I was sent and told to proceed to No. 2 A.G.H." - Major

Waugh then came on the scene. Carpenter told him what Miss. G. said on arrival. Of

course he could only say they did want us. Told Nell to get everything she wanted to

make us comfortable and so forth. All very Infra -Dig really, should never be like

this. Sorry, very sorry, but I like R.A.M.C. management much better. Turns out they

are not busy. We are all off till tomorrow night, then I, Carpenter and Durham go on

night duty. Old Johnston on just now - the first time she has done anything since I've

been back.

Nell says she puts me on, that Sister Johnson will be free to do other things,

which means halves with her in everything, including bed as usual.

 

THE BODY OF AN AUSTRALIAN SOLDIER KILLED IN THE GERMAN

2ND LINE WHICH WAS HELD THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT BY THE 5TH

AUSTRALIAN DIVISION DURING THE BATTLE OF FLEURBAIX WHICH

WAS FOUGHT ON THE 19 JULY 1916 AND 20 JULY 1916. THE

PHOTOGRAPH WAS TAKEN ON THE MORNING OF 20 JULY AFTER

THE GERMANS HAD RE-OCCUPIED THEIR TRENCHES AND IS ONE OF

A SERIES A GERMAN OFFICER PRESENTED TO CAPTAIN CHARLES

MILLS 31ST BATTALION AIF AFTER THE ARMISTICE IN 1918. A

WOUNDED CAPTAIN MILLS HAD BEEN CAPTURED DURING THE

BATTLE AND A FORTUITOUS CIRCUMSTANCE SAW HIM MEET HIS

FORMER BATTLEFIELD OPPONENT WHO GAVE HIM THE SERIES.

Photo  www.awm.gov.au  A01566 - see original document

 

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July 13th 1916

Changed her mind again. I am to have a ward. Johnson is just used to her work and I

would soon be going she says. I'm much better pleased to have a ward. It keeps me

further away from her. Surgical Ward. 39 beds. Only 5 patients.

These people are dreadful, either can't, or do not know what work means.

I had 50 beds and always full and being emptied. Got 9 cases in at M.N. washed, did

all their dressings etc. Not so bad as some we have been getting. Chiefly legs, ankles

and wounds. Very dirty, tired and sleepy, poor men, when they come in, soon get

them fixed up. Tonight I came on 9pm. 5 patients only, others going to England they

say. So much to do and so busy. Pneumonia boy Benham, better a little. Comes from

Kyogle. R. River.

July 14th

No admissions - 5 patients - one night dressing, SPOOR, wounds both legs - gauze - 

drain - Usol dressing. Slept all night.

Benham, pneumonia, better, is in A.M.C.

9 letters tonight.

July 15th

No admissions. Benham 100% better. Mackay, shell wounds left arm. Battle

yesterday or day before. Comfortable, slept heavily - very tired and worn out as

usual.

Says they took...........? lost a good many men. Germans also lost many. Says that

some Germans were shot by our men when they have no guns to shoot with. He

saw one of our men run his bayonet through a man's heart, who had no gun to

shoot with and was coming quietly. Some of our men told him not to do it, also

the officer. Rather dreadful. Think all these men are alike. Once they start 

killing.

Several more sisters back to their unit. Everyone unhappy and miserable to come

back. Say they were happy and busy and liked being with the British.

There is absolutely no method or management here as far as I can see. Place very

dirty - orderlies seem to do as they like and what they like - some of them.

4 more letters tonight. Scob,Mr. Olding, Grace and Miss Holder.

Some guns firing about 4pm. They tell us that there were 4 destroyers out in front,

firing and looking for a submarine.

The sea is about 10 minutes walk away.

Am sleeping very well these days - better than I thought I should.

July 16th

No admissions during night - only 6 patients. Only 102 in hospital altogether. - later

figure, 131.

 

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July 17th 1916

Number of patients in hospital tonight, 152. 20 admissions in night - some

Australians, not badly wounded. 2 0r 3 English Tommies pretty bad. One fractured

leg, bad. Very busy night, managed to get all done. Benham - pneumonia, much

better - he slept nearly all night.

Scrambled egg for breakfast, tea, jam, butter. No lunch - in bed.

Dinner - piece of meat, macaroni, rice, bread and butter, no tea, coffee or anything

but water. It is the rationist place in France to be in. Everywhere else they see to the

meals - draw rations and have heaps of good food. If rations are good enough for men

working in trenches etc. it is good enough for these women, I'm sure. Potatoes, once,

lettuce, once - very bad food here, neither tea or coffee for dinner of course.

On one morning we had toast, or fried bit of bread, 2 sardines - next, 1 boiled egg - 

next, scrambled egg. For dinner, small piece quite raw beef, some lettuce, semolina

hard pudding, no eggs. For each other day we had raw beef, macaroni, boiled sago,

once. Rice once baked hard with milk and no eggs. Butter, jam and water for the

evening meal. We have to get up to that - go on night duty at 9 and come off at

8/30am.

Aeroplane over our tents this morning - so close to us.

July 18th

Number of patients in hospital tonight, 113.

5 admissions tonight - not very badly wounded. All left about 5 today. Leaves me 5,

is with new sister. Awfully cold. Wrote to Kirk, Lil Attwater - Holder, Lillie and

Renton.

Silver Queen airship over again. Seems to be always about here. Say she takes

despatches daily over. Looks lovely. Wish I could go for a fly in one before I go back.

Dreadfully cold tonight - like frost - must try and get a fur coat.

July 19th

Number of patients in hospital tonight, 166.

Did nothing yesterday, only wrote 1 letter after dinner, no admissions - quiet night - 

very cold - lovely morning, foggy - much dew, but very nice warm sunshine.

Finished by 6am. 8 sisters on night duty - 2 taken off today - had only been on 2

nights. No one knows why? - Always changing.

July 20th

Number of patients in hospital 119.

My birthday - nearly forgot. Lovely morning but was very cold last night.

No new patients last night - 7 bad ones from night before. One poor boy in next ward

lay out for 4 days before being brought in and dressed and looked after. Shattered arm

and of course, poor little chap very nervous. One of mine recently had laid out for 6

hours. A good many of the wounded I got in on 1st were wounded by our own shells.

8 admissions - Australians - not badly wounded, only one - Miller - right leg - 

femoral exposed for about 2 inches in groin.

 

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July 21st 1916

7 more admissions at 7/30am - not so badly wounded but bad enough. Heavy guns

firing - loud reports. Shakes the shacks and tents here. Great reports from guns all day

- much firing. they say that there has been a bomb dropped by German Zeppelin on

munition factory close to.......26 patients in ward tonight.

Written 7 letters and got them signed, will post in am.

July 22nd

Only one admission - wound of leg. 16 left for England 6pm. Miller, the man with

bad abdominal wound and femoral artery exposed, I would like to know how he does,

not very well here, poor man.

Very cold again. Did not sleep so well today. Cup of tea bought down to us at 4/30pm

which was very acceptable. We do not get enough to eat - 2 sardines and one boiled

egg alternately. Awfully bad food and not enough of it. No vegetables, no potatoes,

only occasionally. . Chisholm and Leman are Mess President etc. They should see that

there is enough food. Should get rations and pay 1 Franc per day like all the other

hospitals here and put a junior mess sister in charge to see the meals being served.

Believe an order has come round to say they have got to do it.

June 23rd

Number of patients in hospital 153.

No admissions last night - only 11 patients this morning - quiet night.

Nothing new - only 4 patients when I came on at 8/30pm tonight.

Godfrey, leg amputated today, above knee, very collapsed after operation - very well

now - no more danger. Should leave for England soon - 27th?

July 24th

No orderly round the past few nights - cannot find out how many patients in hospital

- very few. Only 4 patients here, 7 next ward. Some men came to tents last night - 

walking cases.

Dull morning - like rain again - Godfrey much better.

Murray, Australian, Victoria, bad leg. Very painful last night.

Have not been out since I came on night duty.

Dinner at 6 which takes an hour, though there is so little to eat. Then go on at 8/30pm.

Gives no one time to go to town, as town is half an hour away. Must go soon, for I

want several little things.

Seems to be no hope of me getting away now.

Some buttercups blooming at my bedside in the tent. Grass a foot high about 6 feet

by 4. Every other place I've had a tent the floor has been covered with boards, both

for patients and sisters, nothing is done here like any other place though.

Only 104 patients in hospital tonight.

 

TROIS ARBRES, FRANCE. 1916.

SOME OF THE NURSING STAFF OF THE 2ND AUSTRALIAN CASUALTY

CLEARNING STATION NEAR STEENWERCK OUTSIDE PREFABRICATED

HUTS USED AS THEIR SLEEPING QUARTERS IN THE WINTER OF 1916.

SISTER ADA SMITH KNEELING ON CUSHION (RIGHT FRONT)

BACK ROW CENTRE SISTER LOOKS LIKE BESSIE

Photo  www.awm.gov.au  P00156.068 - see original document

 

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July 26th 1916

214 patients in hospital.

7 admissions. Mumford - Canadian, huge gaping wound between shoulders - very

deep.

Gerrard, only 19, English, shot through buttocks, very bad, anaesthetic and opened

up a little more - others not very bad - all wounds dressed.

Richardson still bad, slept a little, arm bad.

Godfrey alright, amputated leg.

Have not been out since I came on night duty. Time too short. Quiet well, though

content working away out of sight of the whole show in day time. Things not

managed like the R.A.M.C. Orderlies not made to keep things clean.

Rowe - new patient, Englishman, was at Moore College Sydney. Joined the A.I.F.

very badly shot buttock, all shot away - head of femur exposed. Dreadful wound, had

chloroform, cleaned and drained in theatre. Bad al night.

July 27th

2 admissions m.n. Colquon from Gladesville, one of the stretcher bearers tonight and

in the morning awfully good, much better at lifting and making men comfortable than

many of the others.

Rowe, little better this morning, very low in afternoon - anaesthetic - now improving.

Sent to England at 6pm. Hope he gets there safely. His people are there, poor boy -do

not think he can recover.

July 28th

Only 9 patients tonight. Rowe gone to England. Gerrard - wound smells dreadfully - 

gave him some morphine again and he is easy.

Message to say he will go if alive, to England 8am. tomorrow. Hope he is alright and

will get home to his people again - just to see them.

He cannot possibly live long, I am sure.

7pm. dinner.

Miss Gould said orders had come for us to go to No.2 C.C.S. and would relieve me

at 12 m.n. Major Waugh said they have to be at the D.M.S. office at 9/30pm. - Back

to tent, packed up again, left with 6. Joliffe, Gibson, Durham, Carpenter, Sorley,

Porter. Train all in darkness, had candle to get in, black curtains over windows - no

lights on station where they could be seen by enemy aeroplanes. Had cup of coffee at

R.R. Rooms - very kind there - very nice at R.T.O. office to me about luggage etc.

Train left at 4.40am. arrived at Hazebrouk at 8.15 am Sat. Left by motor car for No. 2

C.C. Station Trois Arbres. Was a farm or field, all swamp. Col. Stacey's men have

transformed it into a most beautiful Stationary Hospital. R.T.O. at Hazebrouk very

kind and fixed up everything. Captain............from the D.M.S. Office came out with us.

Handed us over.

 

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July 29th 1916

Arrived about 9am. Some tea in M.O.'s Mess - then to our quarters. Lovely quarters

away from hospital. Large green field, grass, trees ! 7 nice huts, one each. Everyone

specially kind here. Of course 7 sisters coming, where they had been doing without,

made a great difference. The men never like it at first.

Great concert tonight, a very nice one really. Men had supper after. Great number of

men there. The happiest day for ages.

Luggage all arrived and stretchers put up, we all scrubbed out our own.

Very hot today - nearly like summer in Sydney. Such a change from dull, rainy

Boulogne. Hear the guns quite well here. Only about 3 miles from firing line straight

across.

German machine flying about - several shots from our guns, tried to get it and of

course failed. Very hard to get near, they are so high and go so very quickly.

Just been told, many spies here. Man had a mill and the wheel went round etc.

When they investigated, found nothing it was doing, only sending signals to the

Germans. The Australian shot him.

Another woman had 2 horses ploughing just behind trenches. Gave information by

using grey horse. When they found out they shot the horse. Found their movements

were not quite so well known to Germans.

Some women had 3 clothes lines, depending on the moves of our artillery, which time

they hang the washing out. Say the place is full of women spies.

July 30th

Very hot day again - plenty of guns again - not on duty yet - only about 4 men in

hospital

Col. and staff took all sisters over camps. Explained everything and where everything

was, cooked dinner, Sgt. Bought it over - very nice.

Drawing rations, paying if required, 1 Franc per day. Belgian girl looking after table

etc. Also going to do laundry. Salary per week.

Mr. Murdock, R.T. Goods Sup. Wanted to know what we wanted. Will send the

things I asked for. Want to see the Col. now and see where I am to put the sisters.

None on duty yet, are to go on tomorrow, taking work in turns, her and No.C.C.C.

July 31st

A few patients admitted. Srs. Joliffe and Gibson put on night duty.

Carpenter - Office

Sorely - Tent

Durham - A & B Tent

Porter OP.room, very little to do yet.

 

 

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