Michael Billings Collection - Wallet 12 - Part 9 of 16
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look a few people up and I don't
believe in young children being kept
out late. I bet you take a dim
view of your meagre tobacco ration
and Cappo full strength at that,
tea leaves would be as good. I
hope a good fairy comes to your
rescue soon and a packet or two
or something more palatable will
please you. About writing a
message of condolence to the Skinner's
in Adelaide, it's quite a time
since the letter from Kathleen
reached me. So maybe a further
reminder of this sad loss would
only open a wound that has badly
stunned them as it is.
The weather the last few
days has been horrific, frequent
gales, unceasing rain, storms
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but as a true son of Melbourne
it suits me particularly when
it blows for its almost cold
then. Tomorrow being Today,
being Sunday, the day off, the
stormy weather has kept me
indoors and feel a bit stale
tonight. Very disappointed though
missing my few hours on the
beach. So on this niggly
note I shall now stand down
and will think up some tasty
morsels for a G. E. letter.
Toodle. Oo, previous
and I did like your nice long
letter so write Dad another. A
big kiss and a pat on the back
to the enterprising lad and vast
quantities of love to you.
Micky Robert -
AIR MAIL 30.1.44
FIELD POST OFFICE
31 [[?]] 44
042.
Mrs. M. Billings,
548 Barker's Road
East Hawthorn. Victoria.
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VX38483. Sgt. M. Billings
Dist Accounts Office
New Guinea. 1.2.44
Darling Kay,
Two more screeds from you
since my last and I thought I
was doing me fine with two
in two days until I had read
yours of the 24th which served
no useful purpose by being written
at all. I can only conclude that
an unfortunate combination of
circumstances; the indisposition of
Richard, the trying weather and
your natural disappointment at
missing out on mail prompted
you to write in such a strain
after you had complained a little
while ago about the poor response
to your hopes for more. I went
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to some pains to emphasise that the
few letters you have received were
not the result of a like quantity
written and the failure to get
them to you was not my fault.
To disabuse your mind of several
mistaken ideas and in a spirit
of fairness to myself which you
apparently are unable to concede me
I shall try to straighten out a
twist which if not corrected can
only lead to misunderstanding
and its unfortune consequences.
Frankly, I could write to you more
often, even daily but a lot of those
letters would be airy fripperies,
the sort of thing one writes to
mere acquaintances, written in
spasms and quite lacking the
depth and sincerity I try to impart
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to your letters. I, therefore, have
waited until I can be sure of
ample time and quiet surroundings
which [[Sut. info?]] in army busiss is
not easy of achievement but I
have continued to do it at least
once in every three days although
my own inclinations put it down
as once every two days. If you
reflect on the length of nearly
all of my recent letters you cannot
but agree that they are the
product of some hours. If they
lack merit you can ascribe that
to my literacy incapacity. And its
not so bad if you have regard
to the numerous setbacks associated
with the tropics, to wit, mental
inertia, sweat, insects not to
mention the everlasting duties the
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army call upon you to perform.
In all sincerity I don't consider I've
been lacking in that respect, at least
my conscience does not reproach me.
If, however, you would prefer a
page or two dashed off every day
you have only to say so and I will
quickly alter my established custom
Letter writing has always been a
bane to me but the fact that they
were pleasing in your sight coupled
with the ordinary requirements of
duty to the person you love most
have made it a pleasure and a
sport to writing on a higher plane
than that usually associated with
the 'dashed off' article.
You go on to say that its a
pity that newly married people
don't continue to do the things they
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do in the first thrill of married life.
Well, we have hardly had the normal
life of such people and I suppose
the inexorable demands of life tend
to cool the ardor of the first few
months but I believe that that
feeling had given place in our
case to something mellowed and
more lasting, particularly after our
son was born. A thing which
if slowing the tempo of our emotions gave our brought into sharper relief
qualities such as duty, responsibility
and tenderness without detracting
in the least from that intensity of
love that first brought us together.
As the dreary days of separation
/drag on/ the only feeling that I experience
is a hungry yearning to be with
you in order that I can shoulder
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what will be to me my birthright
and lucky to have two such people
to serve. At present, I am not my
own master and so am limited in
opportunity to do so. I feel, though,
I am doing what I can at present
and hardly appreciate your lack of
thought, to phrase it gently. To
come down to cases, there have been
many times in these contentious
months when I have had gaps
of up to ten days between your
letters but without any [[?]] to
noble fortitude on my part. I can
truthfully say, that it never crossed
my mind that you were not
writing and I have been proved
right although a few of course have
gone up in smoke or something.
If you decide to carry out your
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intention to write only as often as
you get one from me, you appear
to have little appreciation of the value
we chaps place on mail from our
own folk, in fact, your sentence
displays a pettiness that I trust is
the product of a temporary oppression
and not a side of your character I
have never yet perceived. Ordinary
courtesy compels a reply to any one's
letter but to people who have as
a common link a deep and abiding
"love", well, as the fortunes of war constrain
us to use the written word as the
sole expression of that love, it should
be that and letters should spring from
a spontanity of tous spring rather than
the dictates of a formula afforded
even to ordinary acquaintances.
However I never attempt to run any
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