Michael Billings Collection - Wallet 9 - Part 12 of 12
THE SAILORS and SOLDIERS CHURCH
OF ENGLAND HELP SOCIETY
Founded 1915
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often has the young scamp turfed
you from your couch in the wee
smo' hours from what you tell you me and apart from the
discomfort of leaving a warm bed
in Winter, you need your snooze
as much as him. I suppose one
must realise the little darlint is still
a Softy and cant help himself but
I won't be satisfied unless you are both
are 'tops'. As the old song has
it ' You are my first my only love';
I concede that the latter phrase
does not obtain now but the first
conviction will never leave me
so you can see the significance of
my solicitation for you. Very
staid way of putting it, pet but
you are still the one who lights the
way for me. Really, my verbiage
of late has been very stilted but
my feelings towards you are far
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from diminishing. You're the cause of
a sense of loss I often feel
and the acquisition of our cherished
son has only accentuated it. All the
same I'm quite happy knowing
my loved ones forget me no more
than I do them and my home -
coming will be sweet joy for all
of us. While there's something fine to
look forward to, one can't despair
hard though the separation is.
However cynical one has become
through the years of sacrifice, the
whole business seems to pursue an
inexorable, if gradual move to a
conclusion in our favor. That's
heartening to me as you battled
on splendidly when the going was
hard so can always rely on you
to fight your own little battle to
a resounding victory. The coming
of Richard was a blessing to us
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in spite of the anguish and pain
you bore, your tell tale letters leave
no doubt on that, and, smug as
it all sounds coming from me,
the happiness you betray sweeps
into the background the bad side.
Maybe it's ordained that these
good things must be born through
adversity.
I'm sweating on the
post tomorrow for your bulletin
on further progress of 'im and you
and I'm sure the contents will
inspire me to write a fair letter
to you on the 21st. As usual,
not much news from this joint.
Had a very busy day today and
am getting the hang of things
pretty well growing
surer every day that I've taken
a step in the right direction and
a spot of promotion is on the
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cards in a month or so. Still
feel jolly well, eat well, sleep
well so no complaints. We're
very fortunate in having a fine
boss, and very human and approachable
so I know if I make the grade
he'll see I get a break. Am
pretty pally with a young S/Sgt
here. I think I told you about
him last letter, his nickname is
“Argus” so you can guess what a card
he is. The weather is very hot
and much exertion causes you to
come out in a lather. It's hot here
day and night, the temperature
at 10pm is between 75° and 80°
so eternal summer reigns. Had
surprisingly little rain of late
and a pall of dust hangs over the
place. About those shorts, I
haven't had a chance to investigate
further so hang on for a while
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One thing I do want is a brush to
scrub clothes, just a cheap small
one will suffice if you can buy
such a thing. That husband of
yours always wants something,
the bludger. No parcels or papers
yet but tomorrow I'll see if I
can stir the post office up. Too
many valuable items in them to
pass by, although some of the items goods
are available up here now. When
I left the old show I had a
calico bag with a lot of toilet gear
in it and have asked for it to
be sent over. If it comes it will
save me a few bob too. When I
start deliberating on such trifles
tis time to bring forth the
envelope. So bye-bye, precious
and herewith, a further instalment
of my love for Richard & Mummy.
Dad.
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22.8.43
Darling,
Another Sunday has come
and nearly gone and as my thoughts
wander in your direction, I picture
you over at the Billings homestead
as of old, the conduct of Richard
permitting, of course. In your last
letter (No 23) you spoke of your
visit over there & telling me of the
problems associated with moving
his lordship over there and I felt
a sharp pang when reflecting that
in ordinary circumstances I would
be the proud bearer of our son on
such excursions. It certainly is a
job for you to carry him any great
distance and your intention to use
the pram sounds better. You surely
dont intend, though, to wheel him
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all that way, do you? I recall your
fondness for long walks but that
sounds a bit hot. Still, exercise
never did anyone harm and that
tendency to obesity you confessed to
will be he kept in check thereby,
at the same time permitting you
to perform solidly at the manger.
It's great you feel so well, a weak
sickly party would shy from such
a suggestion. The latest about the
lad is simply beaut and makes me
feels very much in love with you
both. It must be terrific to watch
his antics now he's discovered
hands, babes for the use of. My
imagination allows me to
picture the scene but is a poor
substitute, of course. Very intriguing
the news that his facial resemblance
to me has lessened and he now
favors you. He could do a lot worse.
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I'm glad you tell me all the
details of you both as my interest is
avid and at least I shan't be a total
stranger when I cross the threshold
next time. It's something to look
forward to as the promised welcome
is something unparalleled in my
sweet life and a good time will be
had by all. As you say, its rotten
for the time to be going by and
we, two lovebirds parted — I feel
that aspect very keenly and revolt
inwardly against it but that doesnt
help. We can pray that the end
is near and at least we are moving
in the right direction at last.
Must not start elaborating on that
theme, we shall battle on and
hope for the best. Our love for
one another has not abated one
iota and come what may, they
can't take that away from us
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I will say you are not letting yourself
be miserable and you're truly doing a
fine job with Richard, that's
apparent and while my wife is
doing such a first class job, I shall
never despair.
With your letter I had
one from Mum and Chas so
twas a good bag. Tomorrow may
bring another so I'm not too
badly treated. Sorry you have not
fared so well, probably the period
I was forced to diminish the
output has transferred itself to
you. The shortage is temporary
dear so it won't be long now.
Mum was very bucked over the
grandson and enjoyed toting him
about. He's certainly a ray of
sunshine to a lot of people when
such are few and far between,
the little beaut. Chas had
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a swell time at the christening
and is a firm admirer of our
pride and joy & In fact, I've never
heard a word against your model
son, bless you both.
As usual, not much
news from this end of the earth.
Had to work this morn so had
to miss out on church. Any amount
of work; dunno whether it's a
blessing or a curse but whether
or no, it has to be done. Believe
it or not, I'm just the boy to do
it too although up to date I'm
not one of the heads. This arvo
I relaxed and did my washing
so the old man has bade good-bye
to bludging for a while. Still
I like working when its interesting
and has possibilities so that's one
thing I won't be moaning about
yet. Went to the weekly movies
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Friday to see Rose of Washington
Square and a "Saint" picture, not
a bad show. Still feel pretty
fit but like you am putting on a
bit of condition by the tight
feel of my belt and the scale
showed 12 - 4 yesterday.
Casting back I seem
to have told all the huge
brain can muster so with
great reluctance we say farewell
for yet another day, treasure.
With oceans of love I go
to slumber and wish you every
joy. A big kiss to Richard
and his mummy and plenty of
sleep for both too.
Yours always
Dad
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Victoria
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