Letters of Ronald Henry Etherton, June - August 1944 - Part 3 of 4
3.
Do my letters ever show that
I'm jealous & and selfish? I'm ashamed
because I am so much so sometimes -
even nastily suspicious sometimes. A
year, or almost a year is a long time
and so much could happen. I read
this in a magazine "Keep the faith in
loneliness for love is worth the cost.
There's nothing to replace the first sweet
dream when it is lost. In absence, in
temptation let your best instincts
arouse and keep the promised faith
- that's how you prove love's
precious vows." Sometimes I wonder whether
I'm being fair to you to ask you to remain tied
down so definitely and yet so indefinitely. I find it
so easy to keep my side of the bargain for mymind interest is fully taken up with my work but for
a girl it is different. A Or, am I talking about
something about which I know nothing? You
are so full of life and beauty. Has the year
been too long? To save your kisses and dream?
It may be another year, or it may be just months
or it may be never. Am I fair? - to you - to
others with whom you might have dates?.
Remember? If all this is double dutch just
ignore it. I guess I'm too much in love to
think rationally Ron xxx
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Miss Jean Ayre
13007 - 122 St.,
Edmonton
Alberta Canada
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F/Sgt Etherton R H
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London
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Letter 141
18th June '44
Dear Jean,
Dreamy Sunday, and how!
We've had nothing to do all day. I don't
know where everyone else is but Eddie
and Jock are asleep. I've just been reading
some newspapers from home. There's a journal
amongst them that I think I'll send you
It's all about Australia. It's not particularly
good but some of the photo s aren't too bad.
They're not as good as one of the
photo's I got the other day, particularly
one of them. I'm very intrigued by it.
Did you make the top yourself? And
what's the crest? I don't remember
you mentioning having these snaps
taken.
We go to our squadron tomorrow. I've
heard a lot about it and the station.
It has a very good name for it's
efficiency. Unfortunately that usually
means that it would be sent on
hot targets. Apparently the station
isn't anything marvelous. However,
2.
the fellows who did their ops. from there
seem to think it's O.K. We'll see.
When I knew we were going to be
posted I asked Base P.O to hold my
mail so that none of it would go
astray. Too bad it means going without
letters for a few days. probably until
Wednesday. I wonder how many letters
l'll get then. Despite the fact that I've
had quite a bit of time free the last
week or so I have a lot of letters to
answer mostly from fellows at home and
people in the office. I should say "girls
in the office Nearly all the fellows there
that I knew well have left of course
and the others are all too busy so I
got all the news from three of the girls
who did my typing at some time.
Actually there are is only one of them still
there but the other two seem to
hear the scandal even though they have
are working elsewhere. They all insist
on meeting you so you'll have to come
to Australia even if it's only to please
them. There are lots of other people
3.
who you have to meet, also. Aunts and
Uncles and so on.
I broke off to write a letter home.
I'm sleepy and it's 11:30 so I guess
I'd better go to bed.
Goodnight,
I love you
Ron
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Miss Jean Ayre
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Alberta Canada
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Letter 142 (I think)
20th June 44
Dear Jean,
I didn't think much of our last
station but this isn't any better. So
much for all we've been told about
how good it is on ops. I never
believed any of it but I still
don't know why some people go out
of their way to talk such a lot of
rot. Most of what we were told
about this place was just as misleading.
The only gratifying fact is that
leave comes round regularly - a week
about every five of six. Even in that
respect we've been disappointed. We
expected to go on leave within a few
days but now it looks as though
it'll be at least a week.
There is another good point about
the place. That is, the aircraft are good.
They're practically brand new and in
excellent condition.
It'll be a day or two yet until I
start to get my mail here. I wonder
how many letters there will be for me
then. I wonder how long I'll have
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to wait before I know whether you'll
come to Australia and what you've got
to say about it. Sometimes I think
you'll be agreeable and then sometimes
I think maybe you won't like the
idea a bit. I hope you do say "yes"
I'm sure you won't be sorry. I'll try
harder than I've ever tried to do
anything to make you happy. I love
you and want you so much
that everything I plan or think of
seems to revolve around you or, to
be more truthful, us.
I'll always love you
Ron
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Miss Jean Ayre
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Letter 143
Friday
23rd June 44
Dearest Jean,
I wish I could sit
down to write you a nice long
letter but, for one thing, I haven't
much to write about and another,
I expect to be called away any time
now. I've received the mail that
was help pending our move here.
Although there was only one letter
from you, it was better than all
the others put together. I haven't had
any letters since then. I hope this
doesn't continue. Maybe they're being
sent to the wrong station
Later on when we settle down
I'll have more time to write but
I'm afraid I'm always going to be
hard up fore something about which
to write, nothing much happens
around here except that which
mustn't be written about.
While we're here leave with
2.
will be more or less regular - at
least a week in every six. In
between times we'll probably hardly
ever leave the station.
Talking about not being able to
write about some things, there's
something that happened the other
day that shows what a good egg
the Squadron C.O is. Two fellows
wrote letters to Ireland, one to a palfriend , the an other to his girlfriend. In
them they shot a line about their
operations and incidentally giving
away quite a bit of seri secret
information. The censor sent the
letters to Air Ministry, who, in turn,
wanted the fellows "dealt with"
which may have meant a court
martial. The C.O got the fellows out
of that but achieved a much better
effect by reading the letters out to
the assembled crews of the whole
squadron. Boy, did those fellows
squirm! I'll bet it doesn't happen
again.
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I'm afraid I'll have to close
now but I'll write again first
opportunity .
Until then, remember that
I love you stronger then life
itself. One of these days I'll hold
you in my arms and tell yo so
Ron
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Miss Jean Ayre
13007 - 122 St.,
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Letter 145
Wednesday
28th June 44
Dear Sweetheart,
I received an Air Letter
yesterday afternoon and another
just a few minutes ago. I have to
answer them during my lunchtime
in case we don I have tonight
free. If we are off tonight, I'll
write another letter.
Yesterday evening all of us,
except Freddy who wasn't feeling
too well, went to York. We were
all feeling so fed up that any
change even if it was just York
was a decided improvement. It's
strange how sometimes you
become absolutely sick of everything
connected with flying and the
station in two or three days
whereas other times you can stick
it for weeks. Maybe it's the
weather or hanging around waiting
too much or maybe it's just because
we thought we would be on leave
2.
before this
We went to a show, had
supper and then played billiards
(pool, I think you call it) until it
was time to catch the bus. The
show we saw was Walter Pidgeon
and Greer Garson in "Madame Curie"
It was very good but rather serious
for the mood we were in. In parts
it was dull and I couldn't help
thinking then how nice it would
be if you and I were there
together. It wouldn't matter if
parts of the show were dull. I
probably wouldn't notice anyhow.w Your head on my shoulder,
your hair soft against my cheek.
How much those things mean! I
miss you so terribly, Jean. Memories
of you are so sweet and beautiful
that they seem to be of a
different world. Past memories so
sweet and dreams of a future so
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wonderful. May that future not be
far away. I dream and think
of it always as it will be
with the sweetest girl in the
world.
I love you
Ron
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Miss Jean Ayre
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Letter 146
Sunday
23d July '44
Dear Sweetheart,
Here I am again, hurriedly
writing a few words during lunch time.
Maybe I'll have time to write more
this evening but we never know from
one minute to the next what's going
to happen. I'd like to tell you all
about it but, of course, I can't.
Another weekend and leave or, at
least promise of it as vague as ever.
"It's alright." the Flight Commander says
"you won't miss out". Maybe we won't
but we want it now - not next week.
Next week never comes.
I haven't had any letters from
you since I last wrote. Today being
Sunday, there is no delivery. That
doubles the chances of getting some
tomorrow. Gee but I'm disappointed
when I draw a blank.
I have to buzz off now to see
2.
what's doing tonight
'Bye for the present. All my love
Ron
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