Letters from Harold Edward 'Pompey' Elliott to his family, June - December 1915 - Part 14
R.M.S. Olympic
Liverpool
14 Nov 1915My dearest Kit
Here I am safe
aboard ship again. I
have a most palatial suite
of rooms aboard. Bed. Dressing
room & Bathroom & xxxx all
electrically heated ^ & lighted hot water
laid on furnished with oak
throughout.
Im comfortable that if we were
torpedoed one would leave it
with reluctance as being
the most magnificent coffin
or tombstone one could hope
to attain to.
Well darling pet I
must say goodbye & God
bless & keep you very near sweetpet & my darling wee BairniesYours everDida Don
Stamped DONATED RECORDS LIST
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3rd Series
Nov 14th 1915
Mrs H. E. Elliot
24 Mitchell St
Northcote
Victoria
Australia
At Sea
16th Nov 1915
1My dearest Katie,
We are out at Sea off Spain somewhere
it is cold & bleak & stormy & I am a little bit
sea sick but the thoughts of you ^ & our bairns come to me over
all the land & seas. Thoughts of you my dear onetender loving thoughts of you my own little wife
& of my dear wee bairnies too. Perhaps you
are sending them out to me like a wirelesstelegraph message & they are coming to me
& my own love my precious one my dear loving
wife God bless you dearest love. Dear Katie
I do love you & will love you best of all always. Tell
me again when you write dear one that you do
love me for I value that love above all the world
I would be indeed sad & lonely if I were to lose it.
But you cant take it away from me dearie
can you 'cause I gave you those dear wee
pet bairnies of ours that you love so well didn't
I my Kit they are mine & yours & I am
so glad you are bound tight to me by these
dear little arms Kit for they love their dida.
& though I am not worthy of your true sweet
love yet I cling to it dear one & rejoice that
I have bound you so tightly to me with them. their
little arms will hold us both together always
& ever & I am glad my bonny little wifelet - So
you must pray always that I may be helped
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so that I may do nothing but that which will
do honor to you & them so that I may meet
you & them with perfect confidence that I
have not forgotten your love & respect & regard
I was so pleased dearest to hear that
my boy had spoken well of me ^ to you & that this
had pleased you - Your old man dearie is not
much of a hero & not very brave - he is often pretty
scared but so far he has done his job & seen
that job done the men have done their job too
without flinching - When I think of some of those
who have got honors lately & that I have beenpassed over I may feel envious but when
I think of what my boys have done & that
it was I who trained them for it I am
consoled & am glad that it is they who
have got the reward & not I. I don't think
any regiment with us has got so many
rewards or has suffered such dreadful
casualties or seen fiercer fighting
& had so few show the white feather as
the old 7th. People are beginning to realize
it now & I think one day everyone will
be proud of having been in the 7th. I have had
such a lot of letters from the boys & many of
them crippled for life & not one complaining
but all glorying in having been one of the
7th. This to me is far above any personal
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award for I got to feel for the Regiment &
the men in it as I feel for you & my
wee bairnies & it would have broken
my heart had they behaved ill for I
chose them as I thought so carefully &
I am proud of the fact that there is not
one of all the officers I chose in the beginning
which I would not choose again for
the same job & hardly one of all the
men - even some of those who played upso badly in Egypt proved themselves
^ as of the best when it came to fighting.
But my great test has not come or not been
recognized by me as having come - no test
where it would rest on me to decide to
throw my men & myself into the scale to weigh
our lives against victory - True at the
Lone Pine fight that I told you death seemed
very near to us all - since I thought all was
over & got my Revolver ready ^ to join in the fighting but we held
our ground & the enemy went back & their
waves broke on us as on the rocks of the coast
& oh Katie I was sad my dearie when men
came to me & said they couldnt hold out
unless we got more men & bombs & I told them
to go back to their posts & die there & they
went & ^ next were carried by me all lost &
wounded a few minutes after. It was
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as if I actually placed their bodies living
& warm like bricks to stem the torrent
- But though I made them hold still
the decision did not rest with me,
I had the order from the General to go there
& hold the place to the last man & we did
it but Still the decision did not rest with
me but with him. But should I be placed
in his position would I have the will to
order a position to be held like that knowing
that all or nearly all may be killed
wounded or order an attack where the
[[?]] fate is certain or nearly certain for
them all. Katie if it is my duty that is
what I must do & of my own will I must
endanger my own life & those of my staff and
see my friends like poor Ken Walker & Permezel
& all the rest one after another killed around
me do you despise me Kitty as being womanish
that I am afraid some day of failing in my duty
if I cannot do this. Yet I am not afraid of
pain. When I was wounded it did not make me cry outany mor at all any more than it does practically
all of our men for pain cry out (though I have
heard the Turks shriek aloud with their
wounds). If I were a junior officer & were
ordered to do a job I think I should do it
all right but it ^ [[?]] of the wild power which
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belong to the highest Commanders in an army
affrights me - yet it probably will come to me
sooner or later to order such a thing.
Pray that I will not flinch dear but act
as I should act for your sake & the Sake
of the wee pets: for my own sake & the Sake
of the 7th & the force it has [[come]] with the
blood & suffering of the men & that you &
they may be proud of the "old man" - For
strangely enough that is what they call
me, now, I believe;
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parched earth after a drought - & everything that
has sprung up within or without [one since has
been due to your gentle influence If I accomplish
anything in all the world of good it will be done
to you. So dearie you may be just as proud as
if you did it yourself. God bless & keep you
my own Sweet angel wifie.
17th Another dull stormy day dearie. So much the better
of course. The stormier & harder it is the harder it is
for an enemy's submarine to find us. Wouldn't it
be a great haul for the Kaiser if they got this ship
sunk 7,500 troops aboard; it would be as good
for them as winning a battle. Fortunately we go so
fast that unless we run right into one of them
she would have no hope of catching us. I am
still a wee bit seasick dearie. Not really sick
but a wee bit uncomfortable like. If it had were
not such a lovely ship - with no smells & so little
motion I can well] believe that I would be
really sick. Kitty dear I love you. I [[? ? ?]]that [[ at least ]] dearie.
18th The morning of another day dear one We must
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15th Nov Friday. We passed Gibraltar last evening at 7pm.
or thereabouts while we were having dinner &
this morning we are fairly in the Mediterranean
There is rumour that we shall reach Malta on Friday
next.
20th Nov Friday Saturday. xxxxxxxx, another day passed which
brings our future meeting nearer. The weather now ever
so much warmer. It is very pleasant indeed up on
deck but as for some reason all the portholes are kept
closed during the day it is close & uncomfortable below
the potholes as all coated over with blacking of some
kind as as not xxxx let the light show at night
but I cannot understand that there should be any
reason whatever for them being closed during the day
unless it is that there is such an immense number
of them that it would take a long time to close them all each
evening & one might chance & be overlooked. All the ships
officers seem very anxious about submarines & we have
hitherto kept very close to the African shores possibly with the
idea should it become necessary of running the ship
aground. This m0rning however we appear to have turned
decidely to the northwards. We have two 12 pounder
guns aboard & should we bey any chance get a sight of the
submarines before they fire at us we should give them a
warm reception & unless we get very close without
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discovering them our speed should enable us to easily out
distance anything of the kind the enemy can send
against us. It is wonderful the work our navy has
done in keeping the seas so secure that we know that
nothing can come against us except these sneaking
submarines. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx One of the officers on
board told us at lunch that he was down at Brighton in England
& the place was crammed with "Gross Widows" of officers at the front who were consoling themselves quite openly with other men. Everywhere one goes it is the same. According to all accounts there is an immense amount of
immorality everywhere in England. I believe also before the war it was
worse in Germany. It looks as if this was sent as a punishment to
the world for the viciousness & inequity, & there is no doubt other that
unruly passions lead one to that instead of being wishing for any sign
of at [[damn?]] in you I should rather rejoice that it is almost entirely from
you a bit better claim (of that men needed) to my love & reverence
for you & I will never again wish you otherwise than as you are
in all things.
Later - By the way Katie dearest I am reminded that I
have never asked how are the Cruckshanks these
days after all poor Jamie did her best [[?]] once
& I think we gave her little thanks when she was
nasty afterwards. Well give her my love dearie & I
will try to send her some little thing sometime
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